The evil can lead you to a much better path than the path you are following now … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
The evil can lead you to a much better path than the path you are following now … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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Many times I was on the edge of a precipice … but later I found out that everything was just in my mind.
I could see the evil and amplify it to the maximum.
I was overwhelmed with negative emotions … and everything had turned black … and I didn’t even think I still had the right to hope.
I was immersed in some thoughts that were mine, but far from what I could have been on the stage of life … and I still thought I was on the edge of the abyss.
But my own thoughts were lying to me … and I believed them … because they were just my thoughts.
But one day I realized that it’s not my thoughts or emotions … and that I can change what I am at any time … smiling and accepting everything that happens.
But it lasted a long time … almost half my life and I still didn’t know where I was … because I hadn’t actually found myself.
I was running in a million directions … incoherently … believing that I was following a plan and that I was actually
on the right track, but eventually I realized that I actually had to stop and I find myself.
Everything was a disaster around me … and I still believed it’s because of my thoughts … but rather it was all generated by identifying with those thoughts.
But I wanted the change.
I wanted it … intensely.
And in fact I had no other choice … because everything was a disaster … and maybe only the change could be my hope.
One day … seeing the annoying repetitiveness of everything that happens … I realized the positive valences of the evil in my life.
I went back into the past … and it really was like that.
Everything that had been bad in my life … especially the very, very bad things from the past … made me stop … from everything … to abandon those paths that were not meant for me and to go to what was actually meant for me.
It was very difficult to accept the concept … but in the negativity lay a kernel of positivity.
I knew it … I had seen it … but I didn’t accept it, hating everything that was negative in my life.
Slowly … negativity received other values for my destiny … and I began to see with hope whatever would have happened wrong.
And paradoxically it was … that I had even begun to see with joy the appearance of evil … knowing that a new change was coming … of mine or of my whole life … waiting for the curvature for new cool things that I was going to experience in soon.
I had begun to understand the paradox.
It was all about acceptance … accepting everything that was happening and embracing all the experiences of life.
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